高中英语写作。

Dear, XXX
    I feel bored, started on the third year, work too much, too much I finish. The two major exam, I did not test properly. I want to clear all the previous work, but how to do are endless. Feel pain, and sometimes do not want to do. We all looked at me and had never idle, but is endless. Heavy task ah. I feel a pain, but not to the parents say, I say trouble, my mother said she would feel tired, I feel bad she will not dare to say to them. Here, more and more and more tears. My parents signed up for my own entrance examination, picked a XX professional, but I do not know in the end the profession to do something, I feel like I will not be too, so do not agree, but they are also healthy for me, like if I pass the test a good one university, at least this can be a backup. But I think they seem to look down on me, because my exams did not test well, they seem to have lost my confidence. I think they do not believe me. And I do not like the election of a professional. I debate with them, they always come to convince me. I sometimes call my mother feel Hao Fan, telephone and sometimes she did not know, you old so I repeat, I do not want to repeat, wanted to hang, hang after completing a bit guilty. In fact, I had three days of the time, just love to throw a tantrum, and my mother said do not mind, is to vent the pressure a bit. Now in high school, not so bad mood, it may not yet reached a critical juncture.
I seem to have no goal, do not know what kind of professional learning in the end, what kinds of schools, do not think the feeling of power. Find direction, very confused.
I sometimes post on the self-study, on the Touyunnaozhang, feeling sick. To see how not want to do piles of work, how do ah? How can not this ah?
    Thanks, XXX